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Hopeless Hopeless
I feel so hopeless
Not knowing why I'm here
Not knowing my purpose here
Wondering top what to do with myself
Wanting to end my life
I feel so hopeless
Feeling unloved
Always breaking down crying
Depress and always alone
Letting the pain take over me
I feel so hopeless
Telling myself i have no one
Thinking that I'm alone
Thinking to myself I will never bee happy
Knowing I will never feel this so called happiness
I feel so hopeless
I wish I can end myself and escape

EmoThe Darkness becomes me,
As I fall into pain.
My life is nothing but pain.
Outside is gay,
So in the dark I will play…
Forever Alone…
I’m an individual because I dress like my friends,
And I will decide when my life ends…

A swirling torrent of hurt and despair,
As I run bloody fingers through my own hair.
Unhappy and withered, for here I will sit.

All just because
My girl-pants don’t fit.

BreakingGleaming, shiny, and bright
Will you take my life tonight?
Angry girl, Angry World
Everythings different since i found the blade
And im breaking
Strawberry Gashes, Blueberry Tears
Everything, Everytrhing
Is so unreal
And im breaking
Down like a machine
Why does this world have to be so damn mean?
And im breaking
Im so damn torn
I got everything a girl could ask for
And im still breaking down
Not wanting more
Remember me when i'm gone
Remember my blade was not to blame
I'm just a girl without a soul....

Like a KissEverything became stupid gently
Controling in a sense
Linking it to me
Kind of like a kiss
You know it dosen't mean anything
Yet you can't get it out of your head

Look at me
Fall with me
Freeze your smile like a doll with me
They'll never know your problems then
Or how you like to live in sin
We grew up before our time
No one to keep us in line.

Fall, cry, freeze
With me
Die, try, love
With me

Controlling in a sense
Kind of like a kiss
Forget my innocence
It was gone long before this.

SilenceReaction…
Horror on her face
Abuse…
Words sometimes hurt more than actions
Worthless…
How she felt around him
Pain…
Enforced on her body
Corner…
In which she hid
Scars…
That will never go away
Wounds…
Hard to explain to friends
Makeup…
Cover it all away
Long sleeves…
No one will ask about that bruise today
Money…
Take it to the store
Weapon…
Shoot it all away
Home…
Is where the questions are
Blood…
Puddle in which I lay
Hands…
Yours will never touch mine again
Silence…

Fear Of The Reflection

Fear of the Reflection

Hate is what I am
Disgust is what I feel
Nothing about me even seems real

Everyone opposes me
No one even cares
All alone I stand here
With nothing but my fear

Never is there an answer
I only wish there was hope
Happiness is nowhere
Not even written in the note

I'm shied out of my social group
Standing alone is what is seen
I feel like such and outcast
Never once was I mean

Forgive me for my attitude
I'm pissed off beyond belief
Hoping for an outcome
To be so indiscrete

My worst enemy stands before me
Hands placed on their hips
Staring at me with anger
As if about to through their fist

Suddenly

ScreamingI feel my soul screaming,
Aching for the knife.
I want to cut so badly,
And scar my putrid flesh.
I need to see that crimson betrayal,
To know what I have done.
I need to feel that relief,
To get rid of the pain from the one
Who I am supposed to love.

There is Darkness in me...There's darkness in my heart,
there's darkness in my soul,
there's darkness all around me,
more them you'll ever know.

There's darkness in the air,
there's darkness in the light,
the darkness is coming,
and it's not ever night.

My heart feels offly heavy.
My soul light as air.
The darkness is hear to take me away,
and I don't even care.

My heart broke in half.
My soul flue away.
Leaving me all alone,
just like any other day.

Bleeding MeI begged you to stop,
Getting down on my knees,
Tears flowing from my eyes.
I moaned pitifully as you kept yelling,
Kept stabbing me.
This isn't love,
I begged you to let me free,
To let me be.
But then you got murderous,
Trying to kill me.
You just keep stabbing me,
Bleeding me.

A Date With DestinyLove can leave you heart-broken. Love can leave you in shatters.
But love can give you such joy that cannot be experienced in any other way.
Love is something pure magical, that is so great it cannot be described in words.

Simply because it is...love.

-hopeless-i try to sleep
but i cant
i fucked things up
all for you
now i lay awake
sobbing
i can barely breathe
i cant tell if your mad at me
i hope not
cause im madly in love with you
and im fading away
i dont know what i want
i dont know how to live
someone needs to show me
every other attempt has failed
and all i want is my life back
because i bleed you
and my hand is lonely
... without you

Waiting Waiting

I am wondering where,
Everyone has gone
I don't believe that I,
Have ever felt so alone
I am listening!
I am hearing!
And I am daring you,
To open your mind too

Because...

I am,
Waiting!
For you to listen to me,
But you don't hear me
I am,
Waiting!
For you to understand me,
But it's me and mine,
That you don't heed
So I am,
Still waiting!

I am sitting here,
Watching the world go by,
And I am watching all of you,
As you live out their lies
I am listening!
But nothing is what I hear...!
Open your mind!
You might be surprised at what's inside

So...

I am,
Waiting!
For you to listen

My Shadow

My Shadow
The only one
That walks beside me
The only one
That is always there

I though I was alone
As I wandered from home to home
But besides me
My shadow always was

Always there
Lit by sun and moon
My shadow
Shows the darkness of my soul

My shadow shows
The pain held deep inside
The tears that I've cried
And the times my heart has died

The only one
That walks beside me
The only one
That is always there.

Hold Onto My Hand

Take My Hand
On a bus
In the dead of night
I hold your hand
I hold on tight

I'm scared of the night
The way headlights fly past
I've got a bad feeling
About what will happen tonight

I fall into sleep
Holding tight to your hand
I don't see it coming
I only hear the screams
Mixing hauntingly with my own

My eyes snap open
My grip grasping tight
I hold on
Through the noise and flashing light

I feel a weight upon my chest
I can't move
I hear you besides me
"I'll love you always."
Is all I hear you say

I try and speak
But you don't respond
I move my hand
But your hand stays still

I scream into the darkness
Shattered by

Can You Hear It Calling

Can You Hear It Calling
In the dark of night
Can you hear it calling?
Can you hear it calling?
Shouting at your name

In the confines of you mind
Can you hear it screaming?
Can you hear it screaming?
Yelling for your heart

At the break of day
Can you hear it running?
Can you hear it running?
Away from the day

Inside your body
Can you hear it talking?
Can you hear it talking?
Reaching out at you

As the day goes on
Can you feel it haunting?
Can you feel it haunting?
Never leaving your heart

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Yelling, screaming
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This hurts to much
I can't breathe
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We are mute
And blind
We are dead
In life's eyes
I wish innocence graced us
For we are damned

Doing ThingsCrumpling up a piece of paper
With your name on it
Cutting my lips off
Because yours have been on them
Listening to some dead guys song
Closing my wide eyes
They burn from trying not to care
Breaking my mirrors
They remind me of how beautiful you lied I was
Gouging my eyes out
They saw you today
With her

2 Words..My hate
Your love
My scars
They burn
You wish
I turn
Away from
The curve
Of you
Back as
You sleep
Like that
But I
Can feel
Your malice
Is real
So turn
Away from
My curves
Before I
Get hurt

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Hopeless

by ~SevenCrimsonLies, Sep 23, 2004, 10:29:30 AM
Literature / Poetry / General Poetry / Traditional Fixed Forms

My life is of pain and sorrow
Nothing good
Exept hopeless signs of no tommorow
Hopeless dreams
Hopeless girl
My corner is my little world

Wanting answers, getting none
My life is unraveling..becoming undone
My cage of hate
These bars of pain
My hopeless dreams
Never gained

This closet in which i hide
I hide the things no one wishes to see
To see, to see the true side of me

Wanting it all to be out
But this icey heart is filled with doubt
Why must i be so strange?
Life wasnt meant to be this way

My beliefs are going down the drain
And tell me, tell me, what have i gained

Hopelessby ~SevenCrimsonLies

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~Marwoucha Oct 31, 2012

great i love it gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood work

~SacStudios Feb 12, 2008

VERY VERY GOOD!

~jegal85 Sep 23, 2004

well you have gained me ... not like it matters ... but i do love you no matter what happens... and i will still love you ...

~Supernovastudios Sep 23, 2004

This closet in which i hide
I hide the things no one wishes to see
To see, to see the true side of me

YOU HAVE GAINED a friend back if u choose open the door for real this time to your closet, u have nothing to loose.

~vash-the-negate Sep 23, 2004 Hobbyist Writer

thou hast gained a good friendsip. *smiles and hugs you*

~SevenCrimsonLies Sep 23, 2004 Writer

awww....chris....you made me smile

~vash-the-negate Sep 23, 2004 Hobbyist Writer

you are quite welcome hannah, anything to make you smile

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